Inaction.
The Mind is very wise could it be roused into action. But the life of most men is aptly signified by the poet’s personification ‘Death in life.’ We walk about in a sleep. A few moments in the year or in our lifetime we truly live; we’re at the top of our being; we are pervaded, yea, dissolved by the Mind: but we fall back again presently. Those who are styled ‘Practical men’ are not awake, for they do not exercise the reason; if their sleep is restless. The most active lives have so much routine as to preclude progress almost equally with the most inactive. We bow low to the noted merchants whose influence is felt not only in their native cities, but in most parts of the globe; but our respect does them & ourselves great injustice for their trade is without system, their affairs unfold themselves after no law of the mind: but are bubble built on bubble without end; a work of arithmetic not of commerce, much less, of humanity. They add voyage to voyage, & buy stocks—that they may buy stocks, and no ulterior purpose is thought of. When you see their dexterity in particulars, you cannot overestimate the resources of good sense, and when you find how empty they are of all remote aims, You cannot underestimate their philosophy.
The man of letters puts the same cheat upon us, bestirring himself immensely to keep the secret of his littleness. He spins his most seeming surface directly before the eye, to conceal the universe of his ignorance. To what end his languages, his correspondence, his academic discourses, his printed volumes? Newton said that if this porous world were made solid, it would lie in a nutshell. And if the amount that Voltaire or Swift or Goethe have added to known truth, he sharply stated, less than three hundred volumes would hold it.
All our writings are variations of one air. Books, for the most part, are such expedients as his who makes an errand for the sake of exercise. And for the sincere great men, the wisest passages they have writ, the infinite conclusions to which they owe their fame, are only confessions. Throughout their works the good ear hears the undersong of confession & amazement, the apothegm of Socrates, the recantation of man.
Statesmen are solitary. At no time do they form a class. Governments, for the most part, are carried on by political merchants, quite without principle, & according to the maxims of trade & huckster. What was said of merchants is therefore true of public officers.
Such is the inaction of men. We have an obscure consciousness of our attributes. We stand on the edge of all that is great, yet are restrained in inactivity & unacquaintance with our powers like neuters of the hive every one of which is capable of transformation into the Queen bee. We are always on the brink of an ocean into which we do not yet swim. We talk of the powers of apprehending & using truth as our powers but they are prerogatives we are hindered from using. We are always in the precincts, never admitted. There is much preparation—great ado of machinery, plans of life, traveling, studies, profession, solitude, often with little fruit. But suddenly in any place, in the street, in the chamber, will the heaven open, and the regions of wisdom be uncovered, as if to show how thin the veil, how null the circumstances. As quickly, a Lethean stream washes through us and bereaves us of ourselves. After exercising the powers of reflexion for fugitive moments, we move about without them, quite under their sphere, quite unclothed.
What a benefit if a rule could be given whereby the mind draining amidst the gross fogs of matter, could at any moment east itself and find the Sun. But the common life is an endless succession of phantasms. And long after we have deemed ourselves recovered & sound, light breaks in upon us & we find we have yet had no sane hour. Another morn rises on mid-noon.
Ralph Waldo Emerson
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